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I should be ashamed of this, I'm not.

Listen.
There's no double meaning to what I say.
There's nothing deep and spiritual behind my words.
I'm free I'm smart, I'm what I've striven to be.
Talk to me about politics, I have opinions, but I don't care for things that I can't bother changing.

Why would I want to waste my time learning about politicians and all the shit they do on their spare time, all the shit they do to this country.
I live here, anything that's going to affect me is going to go in the news, if it's not then there's nothing I can do about it anyways, so fuck it, once enough shit goes down in the news I'll move, or do what ever I can so I can get the better end.

Chances are things are worse somewhere else, I know I wouldn't want to live in China or Africa and probably a shit load of other places.

I'm straight forward, I have pride.
I'm stubborn as shit.

I'm not sorry for not knowing all the details to everything in this universe.
I am sorry that you do.
I deal with matters of the heart, the heart felt side of life.
I'm an analytical son of a bitch.

Ask for pie I'll bring cake.
Ask for humor, I'll lulz you to a coma.
As for peace I'll give you pie.

I don't forgive, I don't forget, but I can look past things.

You can call me what you like, I still love you.
And I love the ground you walk on.

I may not know the composition of dirt, but I know it's worth.

I write shitty poetry that you all might give fake compliments to.
I'll help you when even the trash on the street turns it's head away from you.

I have ears, I have a mouth, I use them both accordingly.
But be warned, three's the limit, I help those who choose to listen, I help those who ask.
I will not help anyone who sits there and does not take my words for what they are.

Example:

Me: You need to stop doing drugs.
Anon: BUT THEN I CAN'T RUN AWAY FROM MY PROBLEMS! :B

No.
Fuck you.
Go do drugs, your brain's already dead.

Don't come to me telling me I need help.
I don't lead a double life, I have bad habits, so do you.
I'm not going insane I'm not planing on driving off a cliff.
My mother would gun me down before I even got near a cliff.

Don't treat me like shit and then talk to me like nothing is wrong, I will chew you up.

I HATE when people do that, I also hate when people "forget" all the bad things that have ever happened.
Negatives are what have shaped you as a person.
Why forget something you should be thankful for.
Your father raped you, YES I'M SO THANKFUL.
No you dumb ass, if that's what you thought, please don't ever add me or talk to me.

You should appreciate the negatives in your life because without them you wouldn't be the person you are today you wouldn't have the morals or thought process you have now.
Assuming you are proud of who you are.
If you're not then, why are you this way?
Not that I care because who you are is none of my concern.

I'm not a vegetarian because I think humans should eat plants and not animals because it's wrong.
I'm a vegetarian because I don't want animals to suffer on my behalf, and because the thought of eating something that was once alive grosses me out to no end.

Screaming and shaking is something I do when there's roaches and lizards and other critters around.

I love my friends but I know none of them are permanent.
Except for David.
People come and go, but I'm etched into David's life.
We don't have much in common, we suck and conversation most of the time.
I don't know why we're friends but if I were ever to be asked if I had a brother I'd gladly say his name.
I'm not going to tell him about this blog, knowing him he'd never read past this far.

I'm not one to be fond of girls, I think they're all pretty irritating.
I'd rather hang out with guys most of the time, but through out the years I've realized there's more of them that have actually turned out to be quite the non-bitch.

I make fun of EVERYONE.
Don't feel bad you're not alone.

I will not cheat on my boyfriend, don't get your hopes up.
Who ever I'm with right now, is my everything, my life, my heart, my little ____ (insert cute word).

I delete people from life, but I cannot ignore anyone.
The only person I've somewhat managed to ignore is pretty much completely out fo my life.
I wonder if he still sleeps with that panda.
I hope he didn't throw it away, because that's just not fair to the panda.

I honestly don't know why I'm writing this.
Pie.

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( 1 comment — Between you and me* )
binxbasilisk
Jan. 28th, 2010 01:58 pm (UTC)
Oh shit. LMAO. whoops.
( 1 comment — Between you and me* )

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